Sunday, April 28, 2013

G.R.A.D.U.A.T.I.O.N

Well lets just say this is the biggest goal for me right now. When I say goal I mean I'm still trying to

make this come true haha. Actually I shouldn't be laughing about it... I should be praying about it

because it will be nothing short of a miracle if I graduate. My mom and dad hassle me every day to

 stay on top of everything, which is easier said then done. When its this close to the end of school and

 the sun is out, the last thing I want to do is school crap. But I need to if I wanna get anywhere in life.

 So hopefully I will be able to finish it all and move on with my life!!!

Dear Blog and fellow Bloggers...

.....I HATE YOU!!!

I write all my feelings into these blogs that I create and you know what I get for it? Nothing, zilp, zich....

I really like this creative writing class and I love how my classmates are able to read all of my stuff and not know who it is. So whats the problem? I see all of these views on my blogs and I see ONE comment on ONE of my posts. How am I supposed to get better at writing if I get no feedback?? Honestly I don't care at all if you post that you hate my blog!! just tell me why! and what I can do better!

And now that my bitching and ranting is over, here is my dialogue... hopefully that's how you spell it.

Me- Hey blogger why cant you just write for me and say something that will make people love and respect what I have to say?

Blogger- Because you have nothing good or important to say! You aren't even this kind of person! What are you doing on here anyways? You like writing but usually your to lazy to even get on here and then leave me in a cold dark room to slowly rot away... like all those books your grandma gave you for Christmas, and you had to act happy and exited so you wouldn't look like a disrespectful prick... well guess what, those books are actually really good. Hahaha just kidding I would have no idea because who would even want to open a book titled "Becoming a Better Saint?".

Me- Exactly!! Right?? Grandma I'm 18 get me something I need and will use. Not something your reading cause your close to dying and your scared you wont get into heaven. But really who will.... Anyways I'm on here because I have to get a good grade so I can pass this class and graduate High School!!

Blogger- Why? who cares if you graduate?

Me- I do cause I gotta go to college so i can make a good living for myself.

Blogger- So your doing all of this for the money?

Me- Ya pretty much....

Blogger-  Pathetic...how about you do something for yourself that you actually like and take interest in? Oh that's right cause you a lazy ass that either is at school,work, or sleeping.

Me- Your right I need to change something fast.......ehhh maybe tomorrow...

Blogger- Ya right.....like you will even do it then. Stop sleeping through life and just going through the motions.

Me- Your not my mom! yet your sounding just like her. She says this every damn day. I know what I need to do and I'm trying.

Blogger- There is no try...only do or do not. So you need to decide fast before life hits you like a ton of bricks.

Me- Your right.... shit I got a lot to think about tonight.